There are so many things happening right now. I’m walking around our apartment trying to get some more things together for our move tomorrow. Our move to the new house we bought. This will be the last apartment I will ever live in. It’s kind of weird because ever since I left home I have lived in an apartment. I never thought I would be moving into a home. I never thought I would be where I am now in my life two years ago. I was crazy two years ago. I didn’t care about anything myself or my life. Now I have a fiance a dog and my own lawn. I really like who I am now.
Big things poppin’
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Thoughts of Clouds 
yay!!! i’m so glad you’re feeling good. You’re my bestest friend. And I’m soooo happy with where our lives our right now. I love you!!!
I love you so much and it makes me sad to think that you didn’t think that life was worth living. I too have had days like that. The only thing that kept me going was knowing that I had you. You mean more to me than anything else in this world. I’m sad that we live so far away from each other and that I will probably end up like Grandma, never seeing my grand babies. Unfortunately, I brought you up that way. To be independent, live where you want and go for what you want. I wish I had tied a tighter rope to you and been more needy so you would want to live closer. (Not really, I don’t want you to feel obligated to be close to me)
I remember the days when I thought that we were so close that nothing would change that. Some of the decisions you made caused me to be sad. Not because of what you did, but because it was like you lost your innocense and you weren’t “my” little boy anymore.
I am proud of what and who you have become. I want you to be happy for the rest of your life and to know that I will love you with all my heart forever and ever, no matter what.